Wednesday, January 5, 2011

day 76


The days are growing shorter, and I can't tell you what to do. I wish that I could help you choose, but what you have going on is too complicated for you to explain to me. I just want to help you so much, and I hate that there is nothing to do. I feel so useless, but I know that I don't have any other choice. Its not the bad kind of useless though, the kind where you feel left out. Its the kind where I know in my heart that I cannot help you, but I want so desperately to be able to. I hope that without me telling you, you understand that if I could, I promise that I would. I want you to be happy, and I want you to feel confident that whatever you choose is right. Even if it doesn't feel right at first, you can make it right okay? You really can. It isn't a one way street, you can turn around and you can change your mind. Not that it makes it any easier for you, but just know that its never going to be a mistake, no matter what you choose.

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