day 19

Today is a day I can be proud of! I made soup for Laura because she is sick, and I survived the first day of summer school. I guess it really is not impressive at all, whatsoever, but hey, everyday brings a new little challenge, and its kinda nice to know that somedays you can just get by, and other days you can rock it. Well, somewhat. I think that I do good deeds for people, and I suck it up at school. But i'm still a bitch. I've been getting really frustrated lately, because I can't seem to get what I want. I know I can get it, but I am really...? Afraid maybe, or self conscious. I need to get over myself and just do what I really want to be doing. But its easy to say that, or type that, I NEED TO DO IT!