day 17

Sometimes I become mad for no real reason. Or the thing is, there is a reason, but I haven't totally figured it out yet, its just a nagging tension in my brain that won't let me think about other things, and its stupid. IT IS REALLY STUPID. Not really, because if it was unimportant, it wouldn't be in my head all the time. Other people either take out this "anger" on the person they feel this towards, or they keep it inside and let it die a slow confusing death. I let it die the slow confusing death. Maybe its the right thing to do, but I can't decide because I don't know if it better to create something that may or may not be there, or if I should just let whatever it is go away on its own. Either way there will always be a little hint of fatigue towards both parties. We all suffer. We always lose.