I want so much all the time. Sometimes i feel guilty about it. Mostly when it is a person that I want. There is this song by Michelle Branch called desperately, and its about wanting someone so furiously. Songs like that are so effective on me. Seductive, but not trashy. Just such an intense craving, to the point where the line between want and need is blurred. When I get what I want, I feel so accomplished. Or wait, not even that, just triumphant, like I beat something. But I didn't, all I got was what I wanted. When what I wanted is a person, I end up finding out that a good thing only lasts so long. People are about lust, and I know thats okay. It only becomes a problem when I forget how people really are.
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