What is this? Everything is wrong and twisted into this hateful existence. I can't help but hesitate to apologize. What is it that I am sorry for? It is annoying when people apologize just to make you shut up. I am not that person. I wonder sometimes if I am too prideful, and if that gets in the way of my friendships. Today in class we talked about pride, and what a person would be like if they had no pride. We would all be cowards, without enough courage to stand up for ourselves. So maybe I am making a big deal over something small, or perhaps it deserves the attention. If someone makes a fuss over something there is always a reason, always. What is the purpose of a "big deal"? It shows that something is really wrong, more than just the issue at hand. I think that instead of dealing with the issues, people tend to get mad at those who they view as dramatic. But how are issues ever solved if friends argue about arguing? Its useless and fruitless, the battle will never be won at this rate. How can it? No matter what is said anymore, there is no way to ensure that words will not be taken in the wrong way. Is my effort going anywhere, or am I the way you make me feel? useless.
"Anger is a killing thing: it kills the man who angers, for each rage leaves him less than he had been before - it takes something from him."
- Louis L'Amour
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