Sunday, November 28, 2010

day 64


I am so sad that this break is over. I need to feel that my problems are not all coming back to school with me. I need to know that things will get better. I need something positive to happen to me. It is about time that something interesting happened in my life, and not the kind of interesting where people talk and I get hurt. The kind that makes me want to write for days and smile till my jaw hurts. I need the kind of happiness that overflows my soul and pours out my eyes. The kind that is so contagious that my body aches from the deep richness of my satisfaction. The best kind of happiness is the kind with no hesitation. When you think back on that moment, there is no doubt that it was pure and real. The kind of happiness you want to share. It is selfish to want this for myself?

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